I’m still alive!

Thanks for all the lovely comments on my post yesterday and the emails,ย tweets, and text messages. I’m completely fine today. I was just over-reacting which is not so unusual for me. I’m pretty sure the vision loss was migraine-related. I was just confused because it was unlike any kind of vision impairment I’ve had before in that it was only in one eye and it was loss of 50% of my vision in that one eye. Usually I get an arc of moving geometric shapes when I get a migraine. They start off slowly in the centre of my vision and move gradually to the periphery over a period of about 20 minutes. I can still see during this time but not very well. By contrast, the episode yesterdayย was very sudden and a complete curtain of grey covering the entire top half of my field of view in just one eye. I was chatting live with WordPress.com users at the time and had to shut that eye completely so that I couldย still see.

I’ve sort of given up on trying to see a GP now. This is actually a very good strategy the NHS has for saving money on health care: make patients jump through hoops and wait weeks to see a doctor – all the hypochondriacs will realise they’re not sickย and everyone else will just give up or die. We’ll try to register somewhere though of courseย – I’d like to at least be able to take my children to a doctor if they get sick – and I think we’ve found a practice that is much more accommodating and friendlier than the one yesterday. All that is required at this new place is that we copyย encyclopaedia Britannica word-for-word with pen and paper :). Then we should be all set to see a doctor in about a week after having done that. The receptionist at this new place was very friendly too and much nicer than the [Mod: redacted] at the last place. I would pay to see a GP but I’m not sure how. I searched for private doctors but all that comes up are private hospitals for patients needing surgery. We actually have travel insurance at the moment too which would probably cover this.

A few people suggested I make an appointment with an optician andย I thought I may as well do that and I have an appointment for tomorrow. I’m almost 100% sure I don’t have a retinal detachment ย – as the symptoms have completely gone and there aren’t anyย more “floaters” than usual – but it can’t hurt to rule this out. I wouldn’t want to go blind for the sake of ยฃ50.

Daniel says so many funny things all the time that I have trouble writing them all down. The other day we were walking through town and we passed a woman smoking. Daniel asked, “Do women smoke?”. He’s obviously never seen a woman smoke before and thought it was just something men did.

Then yesterday he asked out of the blue, “What would happen if Mummy stuck her bottom out of the window and a policeman saw?”.


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16 responses to “I’m still alive!”

  1. Denise Avatar

    Opticians are very knowledgeable about medical conditions involving the eye. Welcome to the world of the British NHS. It’s interesting to read you remark on the systems GPs have adopted for keeping people away. The other thing is if you need ear syringing or vaccinations: “We do this at midday every other Wednesday.” Great. I’ve resorted to DIY. On the ears, not the vaccines. I’m glad you’re OK anyway

    1. Rachel M Avatar

      Yes, quite a few people have said similar things about opticians. When I made my appointment today they asked me when my last eye examination was. I said never. I’ve never had one.

      I think the solution for the NHS GP crisis is to charge people who can afford it a small fee to see a doctor. This is how they do it in New Zealand and Australia. It’s largely free still for children and for people on benefits, but for everyone else, there’s a small fee.

      1. Victor Venema Avatar

        They had a small fee in Germany, 10 โ‚ฌ for your first visit in a quarter year, and abolished it again. It did not discourage rich people without problems from going to the doctor and it did discourage poorer people who should have gone. And the administration of the fee was almost as expensive as the fee itself.

        Good to hear you are doing well again.

      2. Rachel M Avatar

        Oh, right. That sounds like a good case against charging to see a GP. But they ought to still make it free for poor people and 10 โ‚ฌ probably wasn’t high enough. In New Zealand it cost me $60 to see a GP. But I could ring up and get an appointment the same day. None of this waiting three weeks! That to me defeats the whole purpose of having healthcare at all.

  2. simplyilka Avatar

    I am so glad you are feeling better. And yes, it can never hurt to rule things out and have a peaceful sleep ๐Ÿ™‚

    1. Rachel M Avatar

      Exactly. Peace of mind is important.

  3. GrahamInHats Avatar

    I’m glad you’re OK and a good idea to see an optician and as you have found GP’s vary hugely and a good idea to shop around.

    The reduction in NHS services is nothing new. It’s been done with other services as a prelude and excuse for further privatisation. Fortunately, I think, we are likely to see a change in government at the next general election and further powers for Scotland. It will be interesting to see the developments. ๐Ÿ™‚

    1. Rachel M Avatar

      Yes, I’m curious to see what will happen. I worked for the NHS once many years ago now. It was when I lived in the UK as a young person in my early 20s. I got a job at Addenbrookes Hospital and worked in an administrative role in main theatres. I quite enjoyed it and it was a good place to work.

  4. Sherri Avatar

    Oh Rachel, I’m late to your posts as I just read your previous one having now read this…so firstly, I’m so glad you are okay. Secondly, I’m very glad you are going to see an optician. They can tell a lot from a full eye exam. Make sure they do the full check including the photograph of the back of the eye to look at the optical nerve. Some places charge an extra ยฃ10 or so but others include it. A good optician won’t hesitate to refer you immediately if there is anything that needs further evaluation. You are better of doing that than having a GP look at your eyes. As for the GP’s surgery…don’t get me started but I’m glad that you seem to have found a friendlier place. Finally, as for Nat West I wouldn’t touch them with a barge pole either so you definitely did the right thing. I remember all I had to go through when I came back after living in the States for almost 20 years. It was as I didn’t exist despite being born and bred here. What saved me was a tiny amount of money I kept in a building society that my mum kept updated with her address. That letter proved to be my lifeline when it came to having ID with an account number on it. Otherwise I would have had no end of hassle. Thinking if you tomorrow and hope all goes well… and I laughed out loud at Daniel’s questions, especially the last one. Absolutely classic ๐Ÿ˜€

    1. Rachel M Avatar

      haha, I’m very happy to read someone else complaining about NatWest.

      And yes, I’m very impressed with the Optician. I went this morning and they were so thorough. I was there for an hour and a half and it was only ยฃ50. There’s nothing wrong with my eyes but they’ve still referred me to an Ophthalmologist just in case. I’ve got an appointment tomorrow morning. My vision is perfect too ๐Ÿ™‚

      1. Sherri Avatar

        Oh that’s so good, I’m really glad to hear it. You must be very relieved knowing that ๐Ÿ™‚

  5. Bronwyn Avatar
    Bronwyn

    So glad you are still alive. I think you should stick your bum out of a window when a policeman’s passing so you can give a fully informed answer to Daniel’s question. Very funny!

    By the way, I get my eyes tested for glasses but the optometrist also does checks that could suggest other conditions (e.g. diabetes).

    1. Rachel M Avatar

      Yes, I now know that Opticians do quite a bit more than just prescribe glasses. I had my appointment today by the way and my eyes are fine. Perfect vision, nothing wrong anywhere else.

      1. Bronwyn Avatar
        Bronwyn

        Good to hear!

  6. annewlindsay Avatar

    I sent you ‘a message’ instead of commenting on your post! Now I’m navigating properly. Enjoyed reading through, seeing Scotland through a newcomer’s eyes. Or a part of Scotland I should say. There is a great old ruined castle not to far from where you are. I forget the name. I walked along the seashore with my man — about six years ago picking up stones from the beach. They are in my tiny garden out the back, past the wheelie bins. I used to have migraines like yours — the prodromal visual hallucinations — jagged lines, like drawings of forked lightening. I quite enjoyed that part. It came with euphoria but then the pounding would start. And I also experienced holes in my vision. A chair with three legs. A person with only 3/4 of a face. I know the cure — but you won’t like it …………………………………………. menopause. See. Told you you wouldn’t like it.

    1. Rachel M Avatar

      Thanks so much for your message! I also got the other message from my contact form – thank you!

      I am loving Scotland despite the bureaucratic nonsense around getting a bank account and GP. I think the castle you’re referring to is Dunnottar Castle and we haven’t been there yet but I’m definitely keen to go. It looks amazing. Yes, lots of people have told me that I’ll be free of migraines once I reach menopause. Something to look forward to I suppose ๐Ÿ™‚

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